Born in a Barn

One of my favorite memories of childhood was the week of our county fair. Not only did my horse stay at the fair all week, but we humans joined the horses! I suppose they don’t allow such a thing now, but it was sure fun then! I don’t remember getting a ton of sleep, but barn life was great. So many smells…the hay we slept on and those other smells we horse people actually didn’t mind. So many sounds…horses kicking around and whinnying throughout the night.

I don’t suppose most of us give much thought to barn life. My parents would remind me as a kid “You weren’t barn in a barn!” which was my subtle cue to clean my room. But, I still enjoy barn life as I visit my horse each day. Those same sights, sounds and smells are still there. It feels like home.

For Jesus, the barn was his very first home. Jesus was born in a barn, otherwise known in Bible times as a stable. Why? The time came for the baby to be born and Mary placed him in a manger because there was no room for them in the inn. (Luke 2:1-7)  The manger was actually an animal feeding trough. So Jesus was born where the animals had eaten their grain.

Why do you think Jesus was born in a barn? Just think, if Jesus was the Son of God, couldn’t God have chosen the finest of hotels? Why not experience luxurious treatment at some fancy place? He was Jesus, the Messiah! But, wait, it was God that chose for Jesus to be born in a stable. Let that sink in.

Jesus, the King of Kings, chose the path of humility and simplicity. His incarnation was a reflection of God’s heart and character. God’s character is one of humility, as is His Son. Christ is the perfect example to each of us as to how we approach God, in humility. How did Jesus express his humility? Check out his invitation:

“Come to me, all who labor and our heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.” (Matthew 11:28-30)

Jesus invites us to join Him in His life. Most of the times we shy away from a humble life, we are really saying we don’t trust God. We want to do life on our own. Yet Jesus depended on His Father and trusted Him. (John 5:19) He chose to love his enemies. He forgave those who persecuted Him. He didn’t gossip or show envy or conceit. He didn't try to prove His importance. He loved all people perfectly. 

There’s something to be said for barn life.

“Brother, are you clothed with humility? Ask your daily life. Ask Jesus. Ask your friends. Ask the world. And begin to praise God that there is opened up to you in Jesus a heavenly humility of which you have hardly known and through which a heavenly blessedness you possibly have never yet tasted can come to you.” Andrew Murray (served as first president of the Young Men’s Christian Fellowship (YMCA)

Nancy Abbott is the Chaplain of the YMCA of Greater San Antonio.

Nothing is Impossible with God

I’ve questioned God a lot this year. Trials seemed to roll in one by one starting in 2019 and have continued through 2020. We’ve grieved. We’ve hurt. We’ve tasted trauma. We’ve ached for normalcy. We’ve wrestled with emotions. We’ve questioned God more than once with questions like “How much more?”  

Today, in the midst of the sadness of this year, I see a flicker of light. No, I’m going to say a big bright light. I have seen God answer our prayers for my husband’s healing.

Ben experienced a horrific bicycle accident over Labor Day that involved 2 fractures in the pelvis. Here we are three months later and he stepped out of that wheelchair and began to walk TODAY! Listening to the doctor, Ben’s results could have been so much worse. Yet, nothing is impossible with God.

Check out two folks in the Christmas story who knew a bit about the ‘impossible.’ Zechariah was one of God’s priests serving in the Jerusalem temple. He and his wife were childless and in the Jewish culture this was seen as missing out on God’s blessing. An angel appeared to him and announced that his wife, Elizabeth, would give birth to a son. Zechariah’s first response was one of doubt. In Luke 1:18 “How can I be sure of this? I am an old man and my wife is well along in years.” Because of his doubt, the angel silenced Zechariah until John, the son, was born.

Mary had a different response. When an angel appeared to Mary to announce that she would carry God’s son, Mary responded with “How will this be?” (Luke 1:34)  Even though Mary couldn’t possibly understand what was going on, she believed the angel! She knew that God was going to do something special through her. The last thing that the angel said to Mary was the words ”nothing will be impossible with God.” (Luke 1:37) Mary’s response was beautiful “I am the Lord’s servant. May it be to me as you have said.” Don't miss the beauty and belief found in her response.

God always answers prayer in his own time and his own way. He may not always have the answers we want, but we still trust in God, knowing that He will see us through the darkest of circumstances. He worked in two impossible scenarios in the Christmas story. Zechariah doubted. Mary submitted and believed.

What impossible situation are you facing today? Will you doubt or believe? God is the God of the impossible.

Nancy Abbott is the Chaplain of the YMCA of Greater San Antonio.

Anticipating Christmas

I remember one of the biggest challenges as a kid was the concept of “waiting” for Christmas. I was so ready for Christmas way before Christmas came around. I remember baking gingerbread cookies and frosting them for Christmas Eve, knowing that it was Santa’s favorite! I couldn’t wait to wake up Christmas morning, noting that the gingerbread cookies were gone and presents were sprinkled around the tree.

What if we could, as adults, have a pure, unadulterated expectation for Christmas? What if we proactively chose to keep Christ the center of our Christmas preparations? Before you get busy doing the things that keep you busy at Christmas, why not add some of these spiritual practices to your Christmas season?

Read- Take time to read the story of Christ’s birth in these days leading up to Christmas. Read through Matthew 1 or Luke 2 and take time to mediate on these words. Read the story with your family and engage in what it must have been like to be Mary, Joseph, the wise men or shepherds. Allow the Christmas story to affect you, really afffect you.

Sing- In the midst of COVID, we can be so stressed and discouraged. It’s affected all of us! When was the last time you just sang out loud? Whether it’s singing with your own music or just going through some old hymns, SING! Let Christmas get your worship on! As you sing along to some of these old Christmas carols, pay close attention to the words. Singing takes your mind off the stressors of our day!

Pray- There are many who need our prayers and support at Christmas. I often think of those who are alone, sick or grieving this Christmas. They not only need our prayers, but encouragement and care. We can pray for those who need to encounter the hope that Jesus comes to bring. Our prayers not only affect others, but they change us!

Serve- Look for ways to serve people. Serve with the Food Bank. Ask God to show you each day who you might love, serve and care for. Reach out to those that have a need. Work with your church to serve others. Being the hands and feet of Jesus is a beautiful thing!

Reflect- Take time to cozy up on your couch, stare at your Christmas tree and reflect on Jesus being born specifically so that He would one day die for your sins. Invite Jesus to walk with you each day through this special month. Ask Him to make this the best Christmas ever for you. Journal throughout this season and reflect on what Jesus did for you. Appreciate the gift of life itself. Slow down long enough to delight in the beauty of the season.

So, Christmas is 25 days away. What spiritual practices would you like to practice to make this holiday special?

Nancy Abbott is the Chaplain of the YMCA of Greater San Antonio.

The Scraggly Tree

So, I wonder if you've heard about the 75-foot-tall tree that arrived last week in front of Rockefeller Plaza? As the crane lowered the tree into its new home for the next month, it looked like it had just come through 2020! The bottom limbs appeared bare and its needles hung limply, as if it weren’t quite ready for Christmas. On top of all its other struggles, it leaned to the side as if to say "I’m through with this year!”

A spokesperson for Rockefeller Center told NBC’s Today “When it’s unwrapped and first put up, the branches don’t immediately all snap back into place, and those are the photos you’re seeing. It takes a while before it fully settles.”

I have a feeling most of us have felt a bit scraggly over the course of these COVID months. Maybe you have hung your head a bit limply at times as you donned your face one more time with a mask. Perhaps you’ve felt a bit off balance in your life, just like the scraggly tree?

The story of this tree reminded me of one of my favorite passages found in John 15:4-5: “Abide in me, and I in you. As the branch cannot bear fruit by itself, unless it abides in the vine, neither can you, unless you abide in me. I am the vine; you are the branches. Whoever abides in me and I in him, he it is that bears much fruit, for apart from me you can do nothing.”

The secret of us human beings being fruitful, as Jesus spoke about in John 15, is to abide in Jesus, to stay connected to Him. That’s not as easy as it sounds! Our natural tendency is to live life for ourselves and seek our own happiness. But the One connected to Jesus has given His life to Jesus and is committed to following Him. We realize that we don’t have to live the Christian life on our own power, but instead, staying connected to the vine. 

How does that look for me personally? Honestly, I need God more than ever these days. The year, 2020, has been one of the toughest years in my life! But, as I daily chose to abide in Christ and walk with Him moment by moment through several ongoing trials, He is faithful to nourish me, strengthen me and use me to bear fruit. I'm just very aware of my desperate need for God.

The Rockefeller tree is not down-and-out like most people think. With water, some beautiful lights and holiday trim, it will look amazing! So, no matter how discouraged or defeated or down-and-out you might feel today, please remember that Jesus is inviting you to connect with His life. Abide in Him. Happy Thanksgiving!

Nancy Abbott is the Chaplain of the YMCA of Greater San Antonio.

Grumbling to Gratitude

I don’t usually start out my day wondering “Well, let me see, how many things can I grumble about today?” No, I don’t do that. Grumbling can just sneak in like a slow faucet drip. It can be so natural that I don’t even know I’m doing it. Grumbling can be triggered by life’s stuff…. Barking dogs. Slow traffic. Bad food at a restaurant. Cranky family member. Cold weather. Negative co-worker. Chronic pain. COVID fatigue. It’s hard NOT to utter our distinct displeasure with what irritates us.

Here we are halfway through November, the month of gratitude! I have to confess, I haven’t been bubbling over with gratitude lately. How do I change my grumbles to gratitude?

Well, I’ll share a personal experience. My husband, Ben, had a serious bike accident over Labor Day. He’s still not able to walk, but we are hopeful that will happen soon. I’m embarrassed at the ways I’ve grumbled these last months. There are plenty of things to grumble about. However, that doesn’t give me a license to do so.

Just recently, I started thinking about what I was grateful to God for concerning Ben's injury: I’m grateful Ben survived this accident. I’m grateful for the healing that’s happened. I’m grateful it wasn’t worse. I’m grateful for all the friends and families who prayed and cared for us. I'm grateful for more time together. I’m grateful that God is being faithful to meet all our needs. Consider some of the process that I went through to become more grateful:

1. Get aware of your grumbles- I had to be aware that I was grumbling on a regular basis. I was downright frustrated. Angry. Irritated with God for the cards we were dealt. It turned into a negative spirit where I struggled with a quick temper and definitely more stressed than usual.

2. God is good ALL the time- I recalled that God is a loving Father who has good things planned for us. He allows things in our life that we don’t always like, because we live in a fallen world. But, when I embrace that He is always good, loving, sovereign, just, perfect, and faithful, I find hope in that. I can give thanks to God, knowing He is in full control of our situation.

3. Practice cultivating a heart of gratitude. Practice changes everything. There’s about 15 days left in the month of November. Would you consider joining me in asking God to help you stomp out grumbling and add gratitude into your life? Practice from the moment you get up to the moment you go to bed. Be a grateful person. God will be pleased. You will be changed and others will be affected by your grateful heart.

“Do all things without grumbling or disputing; that you may be blameless and innocent, children of God without blemish in the midst of a crooked and twisted generation, among whom you shine as lights in the world…” Philippians 2:14-15

Nancy Abbott is the Chaplain of the YMCA of Greater San Antonio. 

Peaceful and Quiet Lives

Daisy, my horse, has taken the elections in stride. In fact, I think Daylight Savings Time was way more of an ordeal! Feeding times were off and that was a bit of a catastrophe. For Chara, our English Springer, she seemed a bit frustrated that we were glued more than usual to the TV, rather than to her.

The cool thing about our pets is they just love to be with us! They relish the simple things of life. Being with their people. Eating.(on time) Exercising. Repeat. They’re pretty chill for the most part. On a cool day, Daisy may kick her legs up as she’s getting lunged, but she’s just letting you know she feels good. They live such peaceful and quiet lives. Perhaps, that’s why we enjoy them so much.

I think most of us would cherish a peaceful and quiet life. We’d like to wish away all the hurt, pain, anger, racism, election issues, grief, COVID, and suffering around us. Many of you are struggling with issues to deep for words. For me personally, the last few months have been anything but peaceful and quiet. They've been tough. Even with the elections soon to be behind us, there will continue to be things that bring angst, fear and anxiety to our hearts. Because, well, that's life. 

In 1 Timothy 2:1-2 it says “I urge, then, first of all, that petitions, prayers, intercession and thanksgiving be made for all those in authority, that we may live peaceful and quiet lives in all godliness and holiness.” I think this is a call to pray for our present and future president and all those in authority. But, I also think it’s a call to how we should live: peaceful and quiet lives in all godliness and holiness. The purpose of a peaceful and quiet life is not to be comfortable and happy, but so that we can grow in godliness and holiness.

I don’t know the winner of the election at the time of this writing. Whether your candidate won or loss, we need something more than our candidate to win in life. We need God. When we live in relationship with Jesus, we’re freed to live not just for ourselves, but for others. Knowing Christ brings a peace that passes ALL understanding. That kind of peace allows us to respond to a difficult person or crummy circumstance with peace. We don’t return anger for anger. We don't return hate for hate nor judgment for judgment. We don't live in fear or anxiety. We love at all times and carry the peace of Christ wherever we go. 

So, may you receive this blessing today and live in light of God's peace: “The Lord bless you and keep you; the LORD make his face shine on you and be gracious to you; the LORD turn his face toward you and give you peace.” (Numbers 6:22-26)

Nancy Abbott is the Chaplain of the YMCA of Greater San Antonio.

Helplessness

I finally figured out what makes me most anxious these days. I feel helpless. Really helpless. I have no control of the elections. I have no control over the riots and volatility in our country. I have no control of the fires, hurricanes and floods in our country. Ditto for so many other things.  

I really don’t like to be helpless. Who does? Being helpless could actually come across weak, powerless and dependent upon others. O. Hallesby, a well known Norwegian theologian born in 1879, wrote one of my favorite classic books entitled simply “Prayer.” He writes “Helplessness is your best prayer. It calls from your heart to the heart of God with greater effect than all your uttered pleas. He hears it from the very moment that you are seized with helplessness, and He becomes actively engaged at once in hearing and answering the prayer of your helplessness.”  Did you get this? God loves when we come to Him in a state of helplessness. It’s actually a good thing!

Perhaps, we miss out on powerful prayers being answered because we’re too prideful to admit to God our need for Him? Join me in praying some of these simple, helpless prayers. Admitting that we are utterly dependent upon our God in the days ahead is actually a good thing:

Lord, I pray for your sovereign hand over the elections.
Lord, I pray for peace in our country no matter who gets elected.
Lord, I pray for peace in my own heart no matter who gets elected.
Lord, heal those that I know that COVID, cancer or another injury/illness.
Lord, heal those that I know that are grieving a loss of someone dear to them.
Lord, heal my heart that is hurting because of: ___________________.
Lord, I give you my stressors today: ____________________.
Lord, I give you my many weaknesses and want to thank you for your strength.
Lord, I’m so powerless to love others well and need your help to do so.

It feels so weird to be helpless. But when I acknowledge my helplessness, the Lord becomes actively engaged in coming alongside me and adding His strength. You see this so beautifully in Paul’s letter in 2 Corinthians 12:9 “But he said to me, ‘My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness. Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power my rest on me.’”

Power made perfect in my weakness. Sit in those words. This is the power we have through Christ. He is available to walk with us through anything!  God’s peace be with you today.

Nancy Abbott is the Chaplain of the YMCA of Greater San Antonio.